I'm starting to think I'm actually bipolar, ADD, something right now. I'm staying up to study for my test (a big no no, i realize). But I'm just frustrated and needed to vent. Aka, Blog time:)
Sean and I had dinner at the "Rot" (our dining hall...pleasant name!) tonight. After this, we went to Staples and looked at the $$$ scanner/copier/printer/photo printer Sean wants. Ahh! At least it's not my paycheck, but it still scares me when he wants to get these huge purchases!
We checked out a house that I saw was for rent online. SKETCHY neighborhood, I kept relocking my car as I drove through the back roads. Needless to say, we both didn't think it'd be okay for me to live there.
Sean had left his car to drive with me, so we went back to Staples' parking lot to retrieve it. We drove back to campus so my car would have a parking spot NOT 25 miles from my dorm room. From there, we went back to Sean's house so I could have a quiet place to study.
Alright, now all...eyes...towards this: I immediately took my laptop out so I could type up my notes. This is where I remember getting frustrated. Sean kept leaving his laptop to lean up against me, nuzzle my arm, and kiss my cheek. Cute yes, appreciated at the time, heck no. This class is difficult, and I came to get away from distractions. So I kissed his head and ignored him. After doing this 3-5 times, he still didn't get the hint, but decided that I must be mad at him. Long story short he got mad at me because I didn't verbally tell him that I appreciated his affection.
I'm not trying to be sarcastic, but what!? I don't understand this at all. Any help? Right now I'm frustrated and just needed to vent a bit because out here in the hall, if I get mad up to the point of crying, I'll have about 15 friends down here asking what's wrong, and then nothing will really get done!
On to my studying, but please let me know what you think/suggest. I know I was probably supposed to let him know that he needed to leave me alone, but then that just frustrates me cause that seems so obvious...?
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