So....

Planning for the future, even short term, is difficult. Stepping on people's toes is my least favorite thing to do, yet sometimes I do it best. I think a lot of times in life I've given myself more heartache than necessary just because I can't let go knowing it would hurt another individual, even though that's life. Sometimes I feel that's why my first relationship lasted so long; I didn't want to hurt him by letting him go. I know in the dorm days instead of confronting things first, I would let them fester, initially because I thought I would hurt girls' feelings by speaking my mind. Honestly it probably doubled the pain, split it between them and me, and made us both frustrated. Way to go, Becca.

Now I'm hitting a turning point in my life where I'm deciding where to go next. I am only in my 4th week of being at this daycare, and I have mixed thoughts about the whole ordeal. I've made several friends in my coworkers and believe it or not, 8 3-year-old kids are fun to be with, but the business itself is stressful. Thank God for the bits of encouragement I got last week for working with the kids! Licensing comes this month (anytime), so everyone will be edgy the next 4 weeks :P Just what we need.

Although today is Superbowl Sunday and I'm going to a party tonight with Sean to one of his old roommate's places, I'm still pushing to get things done for this week. I want to have this week planned - though even as I'm typing this, I'm procrastinating;) We have Groundhog day tomorrow, so I want to find a cute short story for the 3 year olds to hear after their breakfast. I'll post later about how far I really did get.

Oh, and I have the most awesome roommate. Hands down. More on that later, but I just had to put that out there! :)