I am confused about the next steps in my life. I know I need to hit that independence kick, get a job, get a place, etc. That's not what's confusing. What confuses me is Sean.
I get the feeling that he's not ready to settle down with marriage. Things keep pointing that out to me, like him looking for places to live that are bedrooms/basements of other people rather than "his own place." Things like keeping this job even though it hasn't proved very successful yet. When he comes home from working, he goes to his room and finishes up what he didn't finish at work. I feel like I have no niche in his life right now, especially since he just got his car back from Lynchburg. I no longer get woken up to drive him to work and pick him back up before the major rush hour.
At least with babysitting, and slowly with my family, I feel needed.
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