Yesterday was probably one of the toughest days. But I'm taking it well. I had a bit of a headache when I returned from my trip to a new park and took a nap while watching the movie Anastasia. Good movie. Woke up to several of my brothers' friends trying to pick up a wardrobe that Mom/Dad had shoved into this room. Lovely:P
Part of me feels that yesterday, I didn't explain things as well as I ought to. I let things seem hopeful, because I cannot bring myself to do something that I know will hurt the other person, even if it is for a little while. I feel like I have a loose tooth, but instead of just pulling it out, I'm letting it dangle....it'll eventually have to come out, but for now it still brings a bit of pain while it's still attached.
In other news, I have 3 subbing jobs this week - same school, just different teachers for planning day. Should be fun! I'm sad this job will be "over" in a few short school days. Maybe I can find a sub job for the summer...?
My family's house is nearly completed in painting. It's still weird thinking that all the work they are putting into the house, and I will be left behind, voluntarily, so to speak:P I can't afford mortgage on this house, so I'll be finding a place of my own, but I'll still be in Fairfax County if I can help it.
Alright, time to get up. Church @ McLean or IBC? Depends on how long it takes for me to shower and get ready...
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